Listening how people describing their study life oversea, listening to their words like degree diploma master phd and so on is just like another knife stabbed into my heart. I heard my brother told me before how he wanted to hide himself out of this people because it just not the topic that we are used to talk about. Organizing event, playing around in the evening at the sea shaw, supper in the midnight talking some so called gossip and craps, I just feel like closing up myself aside like what my brother had did so far. I MISS YOU.