What hurts the most ?

FINE~! I have nothing to say much about it and i am quite disappointed == . Seriously , i never expect it been deeply hurting my heart so much. Anyways it's out of my expectation. I know I would never change the truth but i need times to accept it. I apologize to myself and those who expect me more than this. This is the best that i can do and i never knew i already so badly done it. Nobody can forgive or accept my apology only until i forgive myself that i had been done for IT ! ==